Hahahaaa, long time no update! That's mostly because I've been busy with school and I haven't had much to rant about. But now, just so I won't let my blog die completely I'm gonna post about the things I want atm, like clothes and such!

Intro: I'm turning 18 in less than a week, so I'm getting money then. That's why I'm so keen on getting new stuff. I can finally afford some nice clothes. Also we already ordered my new camera on Monday! I'm getting Canon EOS 1100D! It'll be my first proper camera and you have no idea how long I've been waiting for this! ;;__;;

So I've been making a shopping list for myself and my laptop bookmarks are full of all this cool stuff I can get with my money. Me and my mom already agreed on the money. I'm getting 1000€ (not normal in this house and I have never had that much money!!) and I'm gonna spend half of it and save the other half. Will propably go to my Traveling saving.

At first I though I'd get some brand clothes for once, but they are very expensive yet still. And after paying the camera and camera bag (which I already have) I don't have that much money left from 500€! So I decided to go for a cheaper option and strolled to Bodyline and YesStyle! No my math head is not that bad, I know I can't afford all the clothes on the picture, but I'm getting most and the rest will wait for further money. I'll be making the order with my friend who is also gonna be doing business with Bodyline.

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I think I have already told you of my dream shoes ;__; Yes, Jeffrey Campbell Delias! I don't even own shoes with very high heels and I feel that I need to have suck. And these are just dreamy! I really like JC's Lita shoes too, but I don't think they'd be my cup of tea. So here we have a pretty simular design but it's a bit more Karakuri. So one day when I get ritch I will get these! I even tried 'em on at Spiritstore in Helsinki, but okane ga nai.
Last Christmas I bought my very first high heels which can be seen right below. I think I was trying to cover up my love for Delias, since when I got home I notices that they have some simularities. My shoes just were much cheaper and not as much heel. Still not close enough! Tho they are good shoes!

I have also woken a love for Gothig shoes. I mean.. I think I'm going through some more Gothic phase rn. I feel like buying skirts and wearing clothes that aren't lolita or ouji. I also seem to be drawn to dark lipstick and darker makeup. I kinda feel like adding some more gothic details to my Ouji stuff. I think it would look good! I mean I dress up mostly in black, but just look at those shoes!! I really have a big need for stuff like this!

Well, I guess that's gonna be on my list for things that I'm gonna get later. Actually I don't even own knee-high boots. WHAT KINDA SHOES DO I OWN?? No high heels and no knee-highs. Damn me. Ps. Those shoes on the left would be a perfect sum up for my need for shoes..

Oh yeah, this reminds me of! Since I'm turning 18 very soon, I'm thinking about applying as a model for "different" clothing stores. Such as Morticia, CyberShop and BackStreet! I think it could actually be fun and I'd get gift sertificates to the stores. Also I'd get to see some of the new stuff before it hits online shops!

My love for makeup has been growing lately. My mom got us all some makeup brushes, and she's really into more powerfull and showy makeup nowdays. Last winter we got the 120 color eyeshadow palette, and now me, my sister and my mom are using it. I somehow managed to get her to try some green and blue and she is loving the colors. After I had a small trip to INGLOT the makeup stopre in Kluuvi, we all got inspired to get some more makeups and we ordered a big palette of natural shades such as browns, blacks and nudes. I'm also taking interest in lipsticks. Black or blue would be awesome!

Found something awesome from a Second hand shop! A real fox fur collar! I don't support killing animals for clothes, but I think second hand is different.This one had a stamp from 1918 and that time killing animals was kinda the way... I also have a fox tail and I found a white mink scarf from out Lake House. I plan on taking it to use at some point.

Have some Karakuri

I've never been out on May Day but now I did. These are all my awesome classmates and we spent our monday evening in Kaivopuisto. It was possibly the best time I've had in a looong time! We agreed to go again when the school year ends!


  1. Rakastuin sun tyyliis <3___<3
    Ja sait must uuden lukijan ;3
    Hyvää kevättä :)

    1. ooh kiitos! tyyli on vielä vähän keskeneräinen ja työn alla, tosin! UvU


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