Yes two posts in less than 2 hours. It seemed like a good idea.

Since I got a job I've been getting a lot of money. So I've been buying stuff aswell. Most of it is still not here and some of the things I need to buy are still on the list. But what I have gotten I could show!

19 year ago I was given life, but only months ago I was given my first collar.

Okay this is for some reason really important to me. I love collars like this. I love the bondagey shit and fashion harnesses and all that. I just never get around getting any of that and I have trouble finding ones I'd like to wear. But I love it. And now I finally have a collar of my own! Must be contributing to the anime shota kitty boy -look I got going on. God only knows, that sounds horrible.

I also am very known for liking crowns. So I got shoes with them. These are planned to go with my Helsinki Lolita Convention fashion show outfit. Not more about that, don't want to spoil the idea and the surprise but now you'll know what shoes I'll be wearing. Tho I would not have gotten these if I really didn't like them for other things aswell. These have the lowest heels of all "pretty" shoes I own. Guess I needed that.

Another pair of shoes, a girlier one. For slightly sweeter or cuter looks.

I don't know what's going on. I just had to own it. I had to get a maid dress for some ungodly reason! I've always wanted one, like I want a school uniform (more like school uniforms) and now that I have money I decided to spend some of it on making one of my dreams come true!

I'm probably happier than I should.

I don't even know where I'll wear this or if I'm even ever going to wear to for anything. It's just gonna sit in my closet from now on. Loving it.


I went out with my friends last week for Japan day 2013 and Art sale event. It was nice going out with all of them, eating well and dressing up nice.

Bubble tea is a mandatory stop on trips like these. I ended up tasting a new flavor, lychee and it was really good. I actually think it was Karu's first time tasting bubble tea! Sallamari's tea even matches her god damn outfit!

Karu likes Rilakkuma more than she likes us and her family all together. I see my future in this.

Daily homo. I'm still not a happy owner of a good white blouse so I had to use something very normal. Done with full black. Maybe that's the next thing on my to-buy list.

This is my cosplay group. Aka my girlfriend Cherry and best friend Rain. They are the two people closes and dearest to me and I spend almost all of my time with them. Okay, I see Rain more rarely because I have work, she's got school and I'm lazy. But we are the kinda friend who don't have to see to be friends. 

I'm with Cherry every weekend. We haven't been apart for a week straight since we started dating. She's tiny.

We thought it would be perfect to take pictures together since we don't really have pictures out of cosplay at all and this could be cool material for our cosplay blog/facebook. And it was cool dressing up for this~



I didn't really want to but I kinda had to. These are my most "normal" shoes since my fakeass convenses broke. I really like them tho, surpisingly easy to walk with and I think they do look very cool! I just don't have any chill outfits to wear them with. I'll get there.

I guess I'm also collecting a "anime boy" closet aka slightly more normal clothes so I'll have something in my style when I can't wear or have no energy to wear ouji etc. How would you feel about me showing those aswell?

I got an extra gift with my platforms. Fucking PSY socks. I love them.

I would like to introduce the world to my best friend, Karu. She's currently partly transferring to lolita aka collecting a loli closet aswell. So you will see lots of that in the future since we are planning matching outfits and shit. She is also in the same cosplay group with me. The third member would be my girlfriend.

Wig: eBay
Blouse: Bodyline
Vest: H&M
Pants: Bodyline
Socks: eBay
Shoes: Bodyline

I've come to realize that 90% of my ouji closet os from Bodyline. I am not ashamed since I am pretty pleased with my outfits. The brand is working it's way in there. This is maybe a slightly more gothic outfit. Idk, I don't even box my outfits anymore, I just put on what feels cool.

I don't really post pictures of my real hair anymore since last winter my ex cut my hair and it was horrible and way too short. Plus it was in the middle of a "from blue to silver" bleaching marathon. So since my hair was destroyed anyways I decided to wear wigs for legit 6 months in a row and let my hair grow. I only even wore my real hair to work and when I was at home or at a close friends place.

Now it's starting to get long enought again and also it is now currently light enough to start with the silver dyes. I'm gonna dye it soon and also recut and style it, since I've just let it be for the 6 months. I guess I'm gonna learn to style my own hair again.. Wigs are so easy.

How do you know it's almost Christmas time? Shopping malls are putting up pretty lights. I love Christmas lights and decorations and I really get happy every time I see them. I hate cold and dark and snow, but the lights brighten up my mood a little.

Can't wait to start decorating at home.



I haven't done anything worth blogging about in weeks. I just try to take mindless selfies when every I can but I really don't even wear makeup or wigs anymore since I got a job and that's taking my time. But hey soon I'll have money to buy clothes again and then I can blog about that! Yosh!

But for now you'll have to deal with my boring selfies, overly casual outfits and the two new studs on my face.

I would like to buy, own and wear more casual ouji-inspired outfits. Or more like shota or something. Become the anime. But since I have very little money, the little I get goes into cosplay or the really nice items, I don't have time and money for buying the more casual not as cool pieces. Maybe now that I have a steady stream of money I'll actually come around buying stuff without lace. NEVER LEAVING OUJI, THO.

And for some reason that Darth Vader sweater is my favorite thing ever. Had it for years, still cool.

Like I mentioned there are new things on my face. Yes I finally got myself pierced!

So, what do you think?

The middle one looked so crooked with the longer stud but I looks lots better with the current one plus ain't nobody's face really symmetrical. I'm really happy with my new children. I plan on buying a bigged silver ball for the middle one and leaving the right side as it is.

What a vague update..



Two posts in a day? Yeah well I guess I have alot to say today!

Some time ago a beautiful Russian lolita named Natalia visited Finland and I was one of the lucky people who got to meet her over on a picnic. Over on the picnic Hanna mentioned Hypecon and that she'd like it if I could attend her fashion show there, since they didn't have any 'boys' there. Ofcourse I wanted to attend! The show was mostly about showing modern day lolita trends.

We actually had some pretty decent dressing rooms there. I mean the space was nice and clean, tho getting there was quite the trick since for some reason they had built the War Hammer tables right to the door we needed to use to get to our space. The con place itself was really small and the full carpeting reminded me of a hotel but the stage was actually neat and spacious.

Blouse: Bodyline
Salopette: Innocent World
Socks: eBay
Shoes: Bodyline

My outfit for the show. It's sad how small my ouji/boystyle closet still is but I'm working on it! Hanna wanted to take full-outfit pictures of everyone and it just so happened that this beautiful corner was located at the end of the hall for our dressing rooms. I look like a damn shoujo anime boy.

Everyone wanted to video the whole show and lucky Momo had a proper video camera with them.



I got a birthday presenttttt! A friend of mine (well, actually the roommate of my ex-crush) sent this to me as a birthday present after we had a long conversation about Tamagotchis. She sent it all the way from America and even bought new batteries +backup ones! Gosh she's perfect.

Hello there cutie.

I visited Gay Pride this year. A person actually recognized me and told me they read my blog (Hi person!) and it was cool to hang out with my friends. For some reason I don't really love Gay Pride, tho. I mean it's for a good cause and all but sometimes the atmosphere is sometimes a bit too much for me and I absolutely hate the rainbow flags and stuff. It's too much for me.

Tho someone gave me the flowers on the picture! That was lovely.

Quite out of nowhere I decided to go visit Finncon this year. I've never been there before because it's more of an sci-fi and fantasy convention and I don't have anything to wear that would fit the theme. But this year it was in Helsinki and the time happened to be suitable with me. So why the fuck not, and a bunch of my friends were going to be there. And it was pretty cool to check it out at least once.

Most of the Saturday we were Dressingroomstuck because we helped Karu get her Vriska Serket cosplay on. Needless to say I pretty much went as an anime prince.. Actually while talking about our styles my friend mistook me and called me a "he" which kinda makes me feel like I'm doing it right..


As everyone by now should know my bestie is a lolita. And as we waited for Karu I started putting on Sallamari's sweeter lolita items. This be my new style! 



Accidentally new hair!!

Okay so I know that basically no-one besides my family and my girlfriend has gotten even the smallest of glimpses of my real hair in almost a month. That's because after all the bleaching I had to go through to get rid of the blue my hair was pretty much dead. My girlfriend couldn't stand it so she cut off the worst bits.
Ever since I've been growing it back and I kinda even cried after it was cut because it is so short compared to what I had before.

But now a month later I'm kinda getting used to it. I actually haven't even seen my own hair in a long time since I'm always wearing a wig or avoiding mirrors all together. I decided to maybe try something alittle stupid and new just because I already felt like my hair was ruined. Might aswell try that silver mask with a little bit of Directions Lilac hair dye..........

And now I can proudly say I've accidentally "saved" my hair aka I can maybe enjoy it a little bit more while it grows! My mom described to color as "wolf" I guess because it's a very ashy gray-ish blonde what ever.



This is an 80% pointless blog update but what chu gonna do?

So Yesterday I finished my second work shift as a Butler. I would have worked 2 weeks ago on the second Butler Night but sadly I was sick back then. I was slightly nervous about going back there again because the first day was so busy ;A; Maybe a little too many customers and too much noise for my taste.

But Yesterday was really great. Maybe a tone too quiet of a day. Yes the place was half empty most of the evening and boss said it's normal on a Monday. So it was cool to serve the customers we had with style and time and I also got time to sit down and talk with my fellow Butlers! Only 3 of us were working that day but for some reason we were all there. I'm really starting to enjoy my job and my coworkers are all really nice!

You should all come meet me at some point!

// And Happy Vappu for all of you little Finn kitties~



So lately there has been alot of stuff going on and I haven't had the time to tell about them properly yet! I haven't really ad blogging time since all my new life changes are taking my time, plus I spent a good time in bed being sick ;A;

Got a job! Yes I believe I've mentioned it quite a few times, at least on Tumblr and Twitter. So I am a Butler now! I work at Manga Café in Helsinki (everybody come see me) and I work every few weeks. You will get information on the Butler and Maid Nights on Manga Café Facebook page! I've now finished my Butler outfit and I've already worked once. It was kinda scary because it was the first time but I know I'm going to get more comfortable with everything the more I work.

Tokyo Otaku Mode interviewed us! We are the first Butler/Maid café around and they had alot of questions about how we were doing. Also they were really interested in me because I'm the only girl working in there - and I'm a girl Butler! It was super cool!

Interview [1/2] [2/2]

Got a cute bag from Sallamari! I've been in the need of a small bag to go with my outfits and just really something that'll fit my most important items. Maybe I'll take you on a tour around my bag one day.

I don't know why I draw blue lines on my face, don't ask me.

Shirt: Bodyline
Vest: Second hand
Pants: Bodyline
Shoes: Demonia

I got a really rare outfit photo taken of me! I'm applying to become the first Miss Gay Finland, and this whole project is 99.9% "For shits and giggles". S I had to take a full body picture taken and if I'm gonna be posting pictures I might as well look good while doing so. Plus now that it's warm outside I can start carrying my camera around more often and I can wear nicer clothes~!

There is something - or more like someone I haven't told you about. You see, I started dating a few weeks ago! Yay, I haven't been in a relationship for almost 2 years, and even that one was a long distance relationship. So it feels good to be in a relationship again. And it's going good I could say.

There she is. You can call her Mixu.

Qutie slushie.