GO, BUY & CHANGE YOUR HAIR

These past weeks I haven't much had time to sit around at home, I've been pretty much on the go for a while! Just few weeks ago I had the chance to visit my best with Hilbo, so we had a very tiny slumber party. No more from that, but do have some makeup pictures!

I finally decided to make my hair what I really honestly wanted it to be! Aka I began my journey towards dark blue hair! I've had it twice before but back then I didn't know what I know now and for obvious reasons it did not work. Now I have more time and I have a plan!

Yet ofcourse things didn't go like in movies..

Bought two packs of bleach and I thought that this should get rid of the last bits of red and I'd be ready for the silver hairdye. But no!!

This being the end result!

I actually think it looks rather cute, but so not what I wanted. Now I have to wait a few weeks before I bleach it again because of money and I need to let my hair rest for a while. It's in a terrible condition, I will have to clip down the ends to make it look healthier. Lets hope the next bleaching will get me close enough.. It's funny how my roots are like silvery white but the red/pink just won't leave me!

I look like a damn anime magical girl.  Like Madoka or something.

I went shopping with Sallamari. I was gathering all my hair supplies, plus makeup, tea and others. Also some small cosplay things if I remember correctly.

Ended up tea shopping once again! Last time we visited The Ounce Sallamari bought this tea, Liisa Peilimaassa (Alice in Mirrorworld) and she said it's really good. It smelled like heaven and I just had to get some for myself! I think it's damn delicious, but I've had better. I mean it has it's own unique taste to it, but I still think my chocolate tea is my favorite! If you have any good tea recommendations, please tell!

Bought a new powder and damn that took a million years because the container has changed. Also the name of my color has changed!

Here are my hair dyes! When I get my hair blonde enough I'm gonna use some Silver to get it to a cold color, a better base for the blue. Also I'm gonna use the Silver in my conditioner to fight the green undertone my blue hair always gets... I hope just one container is enough for my hair, it's getting kinda long and in the first bleaching I ran out!! It was damn horrible!

Some random shopping picture from when I went to town with Kiti. I bought stuff for my Tracon cosplay and also I haven't seen Kiti on a long long time. We just somehow click, you know.

Jack Steam is having a new faceup! Hilbo finally finished faceuping Heinz and I think that turned out really well, I was actually teeny bit jealous. So I decided that we need to personalize Jack a bit. I mean the faceup Varjostin made was beautiful, but it needed details. We used Varjostin's faceup as a base for it and Hilbo is already down to work. I will have lots of better pictures when the faceup is actually ready.

Uuummmh.. So I'm back to school again! Our school moved to Myllypuro because our school building had mold in it and it'll be out of use for few years. So now I have a really fucking huge school trip (almost and hour) and the place is ugly as fuck. Not to say crowded and messy too. Kinda scared on graduating there because there is no way a human can produce something pretty in there.

Our school yard is very beautiful and safe!

Class sealing. One of the first classes to have working computers in it. We are running out of classrooms because there really aren't that many and some are still under construction. Ps. There is no air ventilation!

Hella creepy fire exit. Our teacher made us use it once, just in case someone didn't know how to walk down stairs if fire emerged! Not cool, I was scared as fuck to climb down from the fifth floor on these!

WHERE DID THE MONEY GO, PRINCE??

There has been alot of talk about getting new clothes and sneak peaks of basicly everything. Twitter updates  about arriving parcels. Well now I finally have pictures of what I've bought with all my birthday money. And now that I look at all this I am pretty proud of myself, I spent my money well! Hope you like it all because I sure do.

1. Crown cardican (black&gold) by Bodyline. Cost 40$. I realized I don't have anything warm to go on top of my blouses or something to wear under a jacket. And since I'm not a hoodie person I kinda decided I need something like this. It's just so cute! Gold is not my color, but this doesn't come in silver so I may forgive myself.

2. Blouse (black) by Atelier BOZ. Bought as second.hand, cost 36€. This is my first ever brand ouji piece. So I love it very dearly plus I think it looks fabulous. It's a Japanese size S and I was told that it wouldn't probably fit me properly but I took the risk and it fits perfectly! Guess I'm smaller than we all think.

3. Blouse (black) by Bodyline. Cost 40$ One of the shirts I got along with Sallamari's order. It has little bows on the sleeves and I think it's a really cute shirt. Whenever I actually might get a lolita skirt or a jumperdress this is really something I'd wear with that!

4. Blouse with a long back (black) by Bodyline. Cost 40$. My second favorite purchase and most used at the moment. I really love that long back and the front ruffles. 

5. Suspender Miniskirt (black) by Hell Bunny, bought from Morticia. Cost 39€. I haven't owned a skirt in a long long time. It's been even longer since I've worn a skirt. So I think I really needed this one too! It's veeery short but I think it looks cool with torn stockings. If it were longer it would get boring. Besides I can wear black shorts under it. 

6. Pants (black) by Bodyline. Yet again something I didn't own before this. I didn't have any good shorter pants that wouldsuit my style, so I bought these! The material sadly picks up every dog hair etc there is but I really love them. It's an odd length but that makes me love them even more.

7. Top (black) by ????. This was a freebie from a friend who didn't need it. Said it was too girly. So I took it because ONCE AGAIN I didn't have anything summery or cooler to wear since it was hot. I kinda like it, it makes my boobs look huge and I look kinda skinny and girly in it. Not sure if I'd wear this out, but it's something nice to wear at home or at a friends place.

8. Puff sleeve blouse (black) by Bodyline. Cost 40$. Not my favorite shirt. I think it looked better on the website. It makes my shoulders look really broad and it doesn't suite me. But I think I'll grow on it and when I figure out what to wear with it it'll be good. No clothing with me goes un-worn.

1. Brooch from Backstreet. Cost 4€ (??). I had been checking out something similar from Bodyline but decided not to order quite yet. When I ran into this bad boy on a shopping trip with Tala I thought I just had to have it! Turns out I wear it quite alot and it brings a whole new look on my vests etc.

2. Ruffles + cameo piece by Bodyline. This came with last picture's number four. I use this quite alot too. My favorite ruffle and I do love my ruffles. The cameo piece is a really cool accessory even tho it's not reallt my color. I am being very forgiving nowadays I see.

3. Ruffles by Bodyline. Came with last picture's number eight. Still not in very big use since I like the other one better. This one isn't as fluffy as the other one, need some airing I guess.

4. Pink bowtie by Bodyline. Cost 4$. I really don't wear pink but it was so cute I thought what the heck, I might just give it a chance. And when I find the right kinda outfit this will be perfect. I like the kinda dusty pink color it has, not that sweet pastel pink. I also love the school uniform -kinda feeling it has.

5. Black bowtie by Bodyline. Came with last picture's number three. Attaches with a pin. I wear this quite alot with my BOZ I think they fit well together. I also love the size of this bow, bigger is better.

6. Blue bowtie by Bodyline. Cost 4$. The same deal as the pink one, this one is just more of my color. I really like it and I wear it with my not-so-showy outfits. Plus I'm really into this whole school uniform thing, I think they are cool and this bowtie will be perfect for that.

I actually went really photoshooting my new stuff with my best friend.

My makeup for the photoshoot. 

Whoa shit was windy! It was like impossible to photoshoot.

I finally actually took Hamlet with me somewhere. I really love my little "son".

These are my new shoes! What do you think? I bought them from SinisterSoles, the brand is Demonia, model TORMEN-804 (my second pair of Demonia shoes). They cost 109€ +some handling fees. The heel is about 14cm but they are very comfortable to walk with. I still need some practice but I thought it'd be alot harder! The round platform makes it easier.

Creme Brulée tea from The Ounce. I find myself more and more addicted to tea nowadays! It's just so delicious!

I bought some nail stuff too! I've been craving for long nails for a while and I decided to try something I've read about on Cupcake Couture's blog. Which is using tips! I bought some on eBay, they are actually very cheap and I bought some glue to go with it since I didn't have any at home. Nothing expensive or fancy, just some cheap glue. The glue happened to come in packs of 10 and the nails in packs of 500. Now I have something to work with for quite awhile!

The gluing was a bit difficult in the beginning but after few nails I got better. I cut them a bit shorter since they are very long, too long for my taste since I've loved with short nails for over 6 months. I filed them slightly leaner and rounded them for painting. Below rest the ending results. I sadly had to take them off quite quickly because of an eye contact fitting.

Tho it was very easy and it looked really good. I recommend people to try it. I actually might be selling some of the nails since there are 10 different sized (from 0 to 9) and not all of the sizes fit my nails.

I went out! Can you believe I went out again! This time it was with my classmates, it's really nice to hang around with them. They are the best! We spent a wonderful Friday evening at Kaivari and everybody esle drank except me. I actually didn't feel like drinking because my last time drinking turned out so bad. I think alcohol doesn't suite me and I actually don't want to drink. Never the less, I didn't even feel left out even if I was sober!

Group picture of me and my classmates (me, Toni, Emmi, Linda, Mara, Mikko)! Picture by Ville.

Fashion friend - me & Linda! I really love her style, plus she's such a bitch I love it. Look at those legs!!

Shoe jealousy! Gotta love her Litas!

OUTDOORS

This is a little sneak peak pick of what you will be seeing very soon! Aka lots of new clothes!! My first ever brans cloth has arrived home, as has my Bodyline order, too! I purchased this beautiful Atelier BOZ shirt from a Finnish auction website and I got it for a really good price. I don't mind it being used. It's fabulous and in perfect shape!

When my photographer person aka my best friend comes back from her camp thingy we are going to take pictures of my new clothes and probably after that I'll get some materials for a new header ---> new blog layout!

The less makeup -me. This is pretty much what I wear to school every day.

Pictures of beautiful night Helsinki. Or what I could see from my bust stop mostly... Had to take a picture of that raibow because there actually were two, I just had a hard time fitting them both in the same frame without any extras. Had a long night out with friends!

I actually stepped out of the house today, too! This is highly unusual for me. But it's a special week, it's Gay Pride week. Something I wouldn't miss for the whole world is the parade and that's where I went!! You know, most people wear colorful clothes and rainbows to those sort of events but I decided to go all black because that's who I am! They named my look "Son of Lucifer"

I'm so glad I've managed to keep my skin so white.

People think I'm a serious uptight blogger. Nope.avi

Me and my lovely classmate Mara! She was the sweetest to me today since I'm having a hard time with my emotions and I really need a relationship.. So I had a emotional breakdown at the end of the day and Mara just really supported me. She actually held my hand and that really ment alot to me since she is a very special and respected friend. She promiced I could call her if anything happened..