WHERE DID THE MONEY GO, PRINCE??

There has been alot of talk about getting new clothes and sneak peaks of basicly everything. Twitter updates  about arriving parcels. Well now I finally have pictures of what I've bought with all my birthday money. And now that I look at all this I am pretty proud of myself, I spent my money well! Hope you like it all because I sure do.

1. Crown cardican (black&gold) by Bodyline. Cost 40$. I realized I don't have anything warm to go on top of my blouses or something to wear under a jacket. And since I'm not a hoodie person I kinda decided I need something like this. It's just so cute! Gold is not my color, but this doesn't come in silver so I may forgive myself.

2. Blouse (black) by Atelier BOZ. Bought as second.hand, cost 36€. This is my first ever brand ouji piece. So I love it very dearly plus I think it looks fabulous. It's a Japanese size S and I was told that it wouldn't probably fit me properly but I took the risk and it fits perfectly! Guess I'm smaller than we all think.

3. Blouse (black) by Bodyline. Cost 40$ One of the shirts I got along with Sallamari's order. It has little bows on the sleeves and I think it's a really cute shirt. Whenever I actually might get a lolita skirt or a jumperdress this is really something I'd wear with that!

4. Blouse with a long back (black) by Bodyline. Cost 40$. My second favorite purchase and most used at the moment. I really love that long back and the front ruffles. 

5. Suspender Miniskirt (black) by Hell Bunny, bought from Morticia. Cost 39€. I haven't owned a skirt in a long long time. It's been even longer since I've worn a skirt. So I think I really needed this one too! It's veeery short but I think it looks cool with torn stockings. If it were longer it would get boring. Besides I can wear black shorts under it. 

6. Pants (black) by Bodyline. Yet again something I didn't own before this. I didn't have any good shorter pants that wouldsuit my style, so I bought these! The material sadly picks up every dog hair etc there is but I really love them. It's an odd length but that makes me love them even more.

7. Top (black) by ????. This was a freebie from a friend who didn't need it. Said it was too girly. So I took it because ONCE AGAIN I didn't have anything summery or cooler to wear since it was hot. I kinda like it, it makes my boobs look huge and I look kinda skinny and girly in it. Not sure if I'd wear this out, but it's something nice to wear at home or at a friends place.

8. Puff sleeve blouse (black) by Bodyline. Cost 40$. Not my favorite shirt. I think it looked better on the website. It makes my shoulders look really broad and it doesn't suite me. But I think I'll grow on it and when I figure out what to wear with it it'll be good. No clothing with me goes un-worn.

1. Brooch from Backstreet. Cost 4€ (??). I had been checking out something similar from Bodyline but decided not to order quite yet. When I ran into this bad boy on a shopping trip with Tala I thought I just had to have it! Turns out I wear it quite alot and it brings a whole new look on my vests etc.

2. Ruffles + cameo piece by Bodyline. This came with last picture's number four. I use this quite alot too. My favorite ruffle and I do love my ruffles. The cameo piece is a really cool accessory even tho it's not reallt my color. I am being very forgiving nowadays I see.

3. Ruffles by Bodyline. Came with last picture's number eight. Still not in very big use since I like the other one better. This one isn't as fluffy as the other one, need some airing I guess.

4. Pink bowtie by Bodyline. Cost 4$. I really don't wear pink but it was so cute I thought what the heck, I might just give it a chance. And when I find the right kinda outfit this will be perfect. I like the kinda dusty pink color it has, not that sweet pastel pink. I also love the school uniform -kinda feeling it has.

5. Black bowtie by Bodyline. Came with last picture's number three. Attaches with a pin. I wear this quite alot with my BOZ I think they fit well together. I also love the size of this bow, bigger is better.

6. Blue bowtie by Bodyline. Cost 4$. The same deal as the pink one, this one is just more of my color. I really like it and I wear it with my not-so-showy outfits. Plus I'm really into this whole school uniform thing, I think they are cool and this bowtie will be perfect for that.

I actually went really photoshooting my new stuff with my best friend.

My makeup for the photoshoot. 

Whoa shit was windy! It was like impossible to photoshoot.

I finally actually took Hamlet with me somewhere. I really love my little "son".

These are my new shoes! What do you think? I bought them from SinisterSoles, the brand is Demonia, model TORMEN-804 (my second pair of Demonia shoes). They cost 109€ +some handling fees. The heel is about 14cm but they are very comfortable to walk with. I still need some practice but I thought it'd be alot harder! The round platform makes it easier.

Creme Brulée tea from The Ounce. I find myself more and more addicted to tea nowadays! It's just so delicious!

I bought some nail stuff too! I've been craving for long nails for a while and I decided to try something I've read about on Cupcake Couture's blog. Which is using tips! I bought some on eBay, they are actually very cheap and I bought some glue to go with it since I didn't have any at home. Nothing expensive or fancy, just some cheap glue. The glue happened to come in packs of 10 and the nails in packs of 500. Now I have something to work with for quite awhile!

The gluing was a bit difficult in the beginning but after few nails I got better. I cut them a bit shorter since they are very long, too long for my taste since I've loved with short nails for over 6 months. I filed them slightly leaner and rounded them for painting. Below rest the ending results. I sadly had to take them off quite quickly because of an eye contact fitting.

Tho it was very easy and it looked really good. I recommend people to try it. I actually might be selling some of the nails since there are 10 different sized (from 0 to 9) and not all of the sizes fit my nails.

I went out! Can you believe I went out again! This time it was with my classmates, it's really nice to hang around with them. They are the best! We spent a wonderful Friday evening at Kaivari and everybody esle drank except me. I actually didn't feel like drinking because my last time drinking turned out so bad. I think alcohol doesn't suite me and I actually don't want to drink. Never the less, I didn't even feel left out even if I was sober!

Group picture of me and my classmates (me, Toni, Emmi, Linda, Mara, Mikko)! Picture by Ville.

Fashion friend - me & Linda! I really love her style, plus she's such a bitch I love it. Look at those legs!!

Shoe jealousy! Gotta love her Litas!

REDHEAD x 28012012

Mmmmh, I'm gonna do a quick update on what's going on and then I'm gonna go photoshooting with SCRMR! So more pictures or a new update will come up later, maybe today already!

Sooo! Like I told you on New Year we bleached my hair and after that I've dyed it red twice with semi-permament hairdye. First one was Stargazer's UV Red from Cybershop and the second time I used Directions' Poppy Red from Back Street! I myself like Directions better, the color isn't as runny as Stargazer, the container is easier to use and the color stays on better! With Stargazer if I took a bath and leaned my head on the wall on the bathtub my hair would leave red spots everywhere. Also my pillow is red!

this is what my hair look like at the moment! Really happy with it!

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I had to cut my nails. GUYS MY NAILS ARE SHORT! This had to happen because they were getting in a pretty bad shape and they were really hard to keep in good condition, and also my own nails started to hurt and my hands hurt and this is just so much better! Gonna let them rest now shorter and maybe later gonna start adding length. Ofc they are also growing!

Took a picture of my new nail deco with my work comp! The guality is shit but I think you get the idea. I did glitter gradiendts with 3 different glitter: silver, navy blue and blueish gray (close to Ciel's hair!) and they look pretty fab! I didn't use glue for the glitter, it dries waaay too fast. I put on a slight coating of white nailpolish (mine is very thin, so it just gives a lighter shade to it!) and then got the glitter on top of that. Sealed the whole deal with clear UV gel and cured that. I plan on keeping this design for quite a while since I love the design and with the UV gel it's not gonna get bad any time soon!

Also me derping at work!

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I'm gonna go photoshooting and sleepovering to SCRMR today! Hilppa and Michaela are ofc coming too! But before that we are gonna go check out the new show in Kiasma and also photoshoot a little bit. Not gonna wear a cosplay, just normal clothes and some pretty makeup~ you are gonna get better pics of my hair! And some outfit photoshooting, I'm almost done deciding what am I gonna wear! Trying to get inspiration from makeup tutorials and good music.

MATERIALISM x 03122011

I have been getting a lot of stuff lately, you know, early cshritmas presents and winter clothes and stuff! And actually some of thesepurchases are a bit older but I haven't had time or camera to take pictures of them!

Winter in Finland is always cold, so army style black winter coat from EMP! I actually got the first jacket already but it was too big so we had to send it back and my smaller jacket shoul be here any day now! Waiting for it eagerly! I'm hoping to do some modifications to the jacket when it arrives to make it more Ouji, I guess. Some silvery lace or something! The buttons were really cool!!

My dreeeeeeeaamy bag came home! This is my first Christmas present and mom let me use it right from the start. I haven't actually had kind of an purse before, so this is very cool and I know I'm gonna be using this baby a lot! Hoping to accessorize is with a black fo tail and maybe some charms. Don't know yet, but looks totally awesome on it's own!

Makeup delivery! My Beauty Factory makeups finally came home! And I even got some extras on the sire, 2 pairs of fake eyelashes and a small brush set!The brushes were actually very shitty, no wonder the were free... Not gonna be using much! But the eyeshadows and lashes re awesome!

Sadly some of the colors were broken when I got it but no worries, still working! XD Aren't they gorgeous?

I got back home from school and look what was waiting for me. My Varusteleka parcel! And I even now what's in there, but I'm not damn allowed to open it before christmas ;_; Sobbu sobbu, I want my awesome new hat!! 

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Off to something else, I finally managed to fix my nails after so much whimpering and I even decorated 'em! I did a deep red base and black'n'silver water marble! This was my first time doing water marble and I love it! I love making it and I love how it looks!

I couldn't keep my hands from adding a little bit of bling. Gotta have more shine!

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I've now started my on-the-job training  in Käpylän Klubi, and so ffar I'm liking it pretty much. It's just sad that it's this small closet where I'm working with bad air.. And so far I've been pretty much bored.. But otherwise it's nice! And no stict dressing code, fuck yeah! Only if I could start getting some real jobs to do.

Suddenly my outfit from few weeks away, I emptied my phone to my laptop and I found a lot of interesting pictures! Normal day at school. And I really should finish decorating that phone :I

To finish off, have Trauma and Hamlet from the Hartsilapset forum Lolita meet-up! Trauma was sooo cool, like guys in dresses is a bit used idea but this worked! You look awesome big guy! And so do you Hamlet. I think his faceup needs some firstaid, it's starting to look worn off.. And a new wig. And new everything..



NEW HAIR & NEW NAILS x 23092011 x

So... Yeah I finally managed to dye my hair! No more moldy green or stupid blue! I was so sick and tired of the semipermanent colours I just walked into a store and bought Loreal hairdye! Okay it wasn't that easy! Kamppi's Anttila was out of the hairdye, and so was the railway station's Anttila so me and Sanni had to walk all the way to Stockmann to get me this! The color is called PURE PAPRIKA!

I also got some DUO lashglue so now I can start using my fake eyelashes I got last summer! Fucking 60 pairs of 'em! I'm wearing them on these pictures~!

Better picture of my pretty lashes!

This one ended up to be my new dA ID!

Somehow I usually manage to get my eyeglasses off on pictures, but these you have them! Just not on!

Also how many of you have ever seen my teeth??

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Nail business! So I got tired with my old purple nails and they were all falling off, maybe 7 of my nails were glued back on! So now that problem is fixed, I removed all the old nailpolishes and glues and re-did all the nails that were in need of it, also did some fillings! I thought that now that my hair is a warm color, I might watch and learn for my nails! So I ended up learning from Homestuck trolls! I copied to colors from their horns (okay I used red, I think theirs are really red orange!) and did a glitter gradients! Topped is all off with clear UV gel and cured for god knows how long!

There you go! I couldn't keep my nails all simple so I add the black crosses!

And finishing off with a picture of all my nail junk minus the UV owen, that didn't fit in the picture anymore!



NEW NAILS & BOOK FOR HAMLET x 10092011 x

So this time we are going with nice purple/plack/white theme. There you can see my bth hands and as you can see they are pretty much all different. I like that. Both hands have that tiger pattern nail and a purple cross, but otherwise they are all different. All the decorating has been done with Color Club nailpolishes, plus small decorations with nailart pens. As glue-on decoration I have some 3D roses (purple base) and light purple plastic diamonds. All topcoated with UV gel and cured for god knows how long. I think our UV oven is shit, takes forever to cure the nails!!

Something thse pictures don't show is the bottom of the nail being shimmery green! I thought I'd try that and it look so cool! Somehow this purple is a pretty girly colour, then I have the surprising dark green underneath!

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Tracon 2011/Tracon VI was last weekend. Boooooys and guuuuurls I had so much fun! I was in cosplay on both of the days, first day I was 2D from Gorillaz and second day Mello. I met so many of my awesome friend, mostly hanged arounf with Aami and Hilbo.

I didn't have that much money to spend on getting any suveniers, but I did purchase my spellbook for my BJD boy, Hamlet! A Finnish artist called NoxyNobodi made it to mee as a custom work and asked me 7€ from it. That cheap?? I really love it and it was so nice to see her again, I'm such a fan for all her works!!!

The said book in close-up pic, Hamlet holding it. The book really opens and it's closed with leather bows. Inside the book pages are nice and yellow, the book actually looks kinda old and used. We agreed that she doesn't need to do anything on the pages like no texts or drawings, I'm gonna take care of that when needed. I'm also gonna put in some feathers and plants!

Also a picture of my dear boy holding it. Gawd damn what a picture, sorry for the rainy day lights, it looks pretty awful..... But there you can see the true size of the book compaired to Hamlet. I think my SteamPunk SD, Jack Steam will love it too!



S U D D E N L Y x 19082011

I am suddenly updating on my nails. I took this picture in school with our MAD webcam just to show them off! So at the moment they are this long, trying to be stiletto and every other nail is blue glitter, every other is black and shiny. And left hand has a cross. I really like them and they are even not hard to work with now that I'm in school! Tho my right hand middle finger's nail almost fell of yesterday when I was dying my hair but I did something that you are not supposed to do - I glued it back on! just a temporary solution since I filled 'em just last week. There won't be new acryl in weeks! So I'm gonna hope it hangs in there for a while and when I take my nailpolish off next time I will take care of it. But it's almost lost completely. Sad!

And yes, my hair is back to half green! I didn't have that much green hair dye left so I put  only 50% of my hair green! I kinda like it!

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B R O K E N C A M E R A x 11072011

So... Right now I can't put on any pictures, since my beloved (NOT) camera broke last week! Burn in hell you awuful awful bitch, I hope your death was painful! Rly!! It didn't ever take pictures well enough and it was 2 and half years of fighting with settings and light and everything, uuugh!!!! Happy to get a new one! Now dad kinda promiced that I would soon get a new one, Olympus digitalcamera! I'm kinda happy about this, I've been hoping for a new one so long! And few of my friends have that camera, so hopefully this is a better one! Let's hope I get it soon!

But I have me acrylic nails now! They are pretty long and I went for a stiletto style, so sharp! The story behind this? Okay!

My mom got excited by these acrylic nails, since she has ones - and decided to start making 'em on her own, with some tutorials from Youtube! In salons they are soooo expensive, like 90€ +60€ every month for caring them! And it can't really be that hard, can't it! So she bought all the needed stuff from some online shop on internet (I will give you the link later!!) and I was her testpiece! And it was not as easy as we thought >_< that stuff dried faster than we thought and it came out looking really grumpy and full of weird lumps. Not pretty! But after viling 'them, I'm actually really happy! And right now I'm kinda tempted with some more lengts~!

picture from my old camera!

Also, now that I'm on our summer cottage in Sysmä, I had time to go shopping in the fleamarkets.There are no shopping malls, or actualy places to buy clothes frombut I did get something! First of all I got a jumpsuit for my Brief cosplay for only 5€ and a pair of lovely pants that match one of my vests, only 9€ !! I have some sudden urge to buy thights! to go with my shorts~! I think I will find something from Helsinki, I'll be back on Friday!

Picures shall show up later, when I get some device that takes decent pictures (OLYMPUUUS!)

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