A LOT

I didn't really want to but I kinda had to. These are my most "normal" shoes since my fakeass convenses broke. I really like them tho, surpisingly easy to walk with and I think they do look very cool! I just don't have any chill outfits to wear them with. I'll get there.

I guess I'm also collecting a "anime boy" closet aka slightly more normal clothes so I'll have something in my style when I can't wear or have no energy to wear ouji etc. How would you feel about me showing those aswell?

I got an extra gift with my platforms. Fucking PSY socks. I love them.

I would like to introduce the world to my best friend, Karu. She's currently partly transferring to lolita aka collecting a loli closet aswell. So you will see lots of that in the future since we are planning matching outfits and shit. She is also in the same cosplay group with me. The third member would be my girlfriend.

Wig: eBay

Blouse: Bodyline
Vest: H&M

Pants: Bodyline

Socks: eBay

Shoes: Bodyline

I've come to realize that 90% of my ouji closet os from Bodyline. I am not ashamed since I am pretty pleased with my outfits. The brand is working it's way in there. This is maybe a slightly more gothic outfit. Idk, I don't even box my outfits anymore, I just put on what feels cool.

I don't really post pictures of my real hair anymore since last winter my ex cut my hair and it was horrible and way too short. Plus it was in the middle of a "from blue to silver" bleaching marathon. So since my hair was destroyed anyways I decided to wear wigs for legit 6 months in a row and let my hair grow. I only even wore my real hair to work and when I was at home or at a close friends place.

Now it's starting to get long enought again and also it is now currently light enough to start with the silver dyes. I'm gonna dye it soon and also recut and style it, since I've just let it be for the 6 months. I guess I'm gonna learn to style my own hair again.. Wigs are so easy.

How do you know it's almost Christmas time? Shopping malls are putting up pretty lights. I love Christmas lights and decorations and I really get happy every time I see them. I hate cold and dark and snow, but the lights brighten up my mood a little.

Can't wait to start decorating at home.

WOLF BOY

Accidentally new hair!!

Okay so I know that basically no-one besides my family and my girlfriend has gotten even the smallest of glimpses of my real hair in almost a month. That's because after all the bleaching I had to go through to get rid of the blue my hair was pretty much dead. My girlfriend couldn't stand it so she cut off the worst bits.

Ever since I've been growing it back and I kinda even cried after it was cut because it is so short compared to what I had before.

But now a month later I'm kinda getting used to it. I actually haven't even seen my own hair in a long time since I'm always wearing a wig or avoiding mirrors all together. I decided to maybe try something alittle stupid and new just because I already felt like my hair was ruined. Might aswell try that silver mask with a little bit of Directions Lilac hair dye..........

And now I can proudly say I've accidentally "saved" my hair aka I can maybe enjoy it a little bit more while it grows! My mom described to color as "wolf" I guess because it's a very ashy gray-ish blonde what ever.

COLD SIR

Few weeks back (what do you mean I'm a lazy updater??) Silva took some pictures of my new blue hair, since I don't have any good enough pictures of it yet. Also while at is she took pictures of my outfit because why the hell not? 

Some time ago there also was a UV GLOW party at my old friends house and I was invited. It was so cool to meet art school friends and dance and drink under the UV lights. Sadly I didn't get any good pictures of my UV glowing blue makeup since I didn't want to drag my camera to a place where I knew I wouldn't be able to guard it with my life.

Btw, the dress code was "anything white or UV glowing." You guys should already know I don't much wear white, but only for this occasion I agreed to wear a white shirt and white striped socks! And yes I glowed!

Quick snaps of something I bought from Bodyline a few weeks ago. Here are the pants and the jacket I bought from the Halloween sales. I'll take better pictures when I have time / I'm at home when it's still light outside. I also really want to show you my shoes, I really love them! Sadly it's too cold to wear them now, but I'll wear them again when it's warm outside and not as slippery..

SHOES

I decided to dedicate a full post to my shoes. I love shoes. I think I have lots of shoes - I mean not like Sex and the City-much, but.. Should be enough! But I never seem to have anything to wear when going out and I most of the time feel like my outfit is not complete because my midget of a shoe supply. Sometimes I don't even remember all of the shoes I own.. But I decided to do a little tour around my "family".

1. SECOND HAND MEN'S HEELS - 12€ - This is my most used pair of shoes. I originally spotted these somewhere and I thought they would be perfect fro my Howl cosplay! They look like witch shoes or something but I love them. They are super good to walk with and they look pretty nice!

2. SECOND HAND - 4€ - Bought ages ago, just because I happened to have some coins.

3. MIL TEC ARMY BOOTS - 49.90€ - I really urgently needed shoes for my Mello cosplay, plus I had a pair of army boots as winter wear but they were really old. Now I have new ones and I love them! Super warm, they look cute and unlike army boots usually, they make my feet look smaller! Plus they were a really good price! Plus they have a steal head!

4. ???? HIGH HEELS - ???? - My mom bought these shoes for herself as winter wear but for some reason never used them, so she gave them to me. Another pair of shoes to my "witch" series. Used in my Grell cosplay.

5. SECOND HAND PLATFORMS - 6€ - I bought these in 2007 or something. Back then I was missing shoes to wear with... Anything really. I wanter fancy shoes and somehow found these. They remind me of Ciel. Not really good to walk with, tho!

6. DEMONIA PLATFORMS - ~80€ - Bought on eBay as used. My first real pair of shoes I was real proud of. I needed platforms for cosplay, plus I wanted something a bit more hardcore. These are really well used! I still love them very much.

7. SHOES & BAGS HIGH HEELS - 43€ - Last year they were on After Christmas SALE and I just had to have them! The shape of the head maybe reminded me a bit of Lita's, so that could have effected my decision. These are really poor to walk with but I do like them, tho! They are kinda my "normal" shoes, amongst the others.

8. DEMONIA TORMENT-804 PLATFORMS - 113€ - Newest babies in the house. Bought last summer from SinisterSoles and I absolutely adore them. I don't wear them as much, since they are 14cm platform, but I do love them. Now that winter is coming there is nooo way I'm gonna be using these outside, but in the summer again.. In a way I don't know why I have there, they don't really suit my style but... I love them so much I'll use them anyways!!!

9. CUSTOM CONVERSE - 15€ - Mom bought these for herself in 2011 American Car Show, some artist was selling these. She wore terrible heels there and had to buy some more comfortable shoes. Gladly she found these and thought that since they are so cheep, she can buy them and maybe one of the kids will like them. Figures out I like them. Kinda. And to me they were free and delivered home, so why the hell not! I was missing casual shoes.

10. RUNNING SHOES - ??? - I love taking walks and running outdoors and I ofcourse need proper shoes for that! These weren't expensive, I ca remember and my dad bought them for me to support my want  for exercising. These are one of the best shoes I have - honest! And one of the most used too, since I take walks / run almost daily. I can't imagine running or taking a walk without these. A good shoe really makes a difference!!

I went through my photo files to see if I can find any good pictures of my blue hair to post on this forum, but instead I came across this! Sometimes I miss my pale pink hair, it was a really cute accident. But it wasn't me and kinda looked good only on photos.. Still, have an old picture of me!

NEW HAIR

This is what it looks like after the final bleaching. Still pastel pink but I'm gonna go with "close enough"! The blue is rather dark I hope it covers this.

I found my fox fur collar from my closet, haven't used it in a long long time. I still love it very much. Once of my best second-hand purchases! Now that winter is coming it won't look as weird to wear fur, maybe I'll take this bad boy out for a walk sometime soon. I'm hoping Enfant Terrible will have a lolita meet-up soon so I can go show off my clothes.

After the bleaching episode, I finally used my blue hair dye! It turned out rather fabulous!! I really like the end result, it's alittle greenish at some parts - like always sigh - but i most parts I think it's cool. I need to re-dye is this weekend to get a better result. Also thinking about maybe going one shade darker. It looks so much darker in real life omg. I'm always surprised when I take a photo.

The hair dye nicely sticks to my skin and fingers and basicly everything it touches...

I went to one of the PSC meet-ups after a long long break. I don't know why haven't I been going but.. Well now I did! It was nice meeting with other cosplayers from my area, hearing what they are up to.. And Ecca even managed to talk me into entering to an cosplay competition!!

Tiiau had her rocking horses on her when she came. Somehow Sallamari managed to steal them from her while she and Ecca practiced for a cosplay show. I had to try them on!! I actually really really like them and I know I've been saying I'll never get ones because they won't suit me but.. I guess it wouldn't be that bad? If I ever come across a good pair I can afford then yes, why the hell not!

MAKEUP AND BONES

Last week we went on a school trip and I was glad it was a Monday because I had time to do my makeup properly. I also wore a wig because wigs are stylish! And finally I came around using my blue lipstick!! Never wore it outside  before but I thought I gotta give it a try. It actually looks really cool.

Umm.. I just really needed to take a picture of this because LOOK AT THE SIZE OF THAT!! I had just done my makeup, I opened to bathroom door and was about to walk out when this bitch came sprinting at me from the living room and than god stopped at some point. I ran to kitchen and grabbed a big heavy glass.I squeezed that loser down! Really it was terrible and I cried! I am a huge Aracnophobic! I'm really proud of myself because I killed it myself.

In art class our teacher decided to take us on a field trip to go draw something. Sitting in the same classroom for 7 hours is pretty exhausting and it was really cool to go out for a while. School payed us a trip to the "Animal Museum" in Helsinki. It's a place full of filled animals in setting that are very close to their natural habitat, plus lots of skeletons, sounds clips of their communication and information about there animals and where they live. It's a super cool place and all the animals were cute.

At one point we started thinking how cool are those settings! It would be very interesting to work on that field and so stuff like that, because some of the cases were just so cool!

There is a whole room for the beginning of the Eart and its creatures so ofcourse they gotta have some dinosaurs over there. These were huuuuge!

That is a skeleton or a monkey! I think it was adorable!

Skeleton garden

I decided to do a darker makeup this time. I also cut my hair a bit no now the layers are better and I can just feel how much easier it is to style again!! This picture ended up as my new dA ID picture. I'm actually starting to like that pink color, but I am still going to do the blue. This will be fun while it lasts.